Still Waiting

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

im so happy now!!! =))))) hehehehehe..... but around an hour ago, i was crying like mad.

cos of the service learning thingy tt made me so damn stressed again.. those stupid ppl...i really dun understand what they are talking abt man. -.- they are so... wadever, tt'll just make me angry.

i talked alot to my mum just now abt wad has been happening to me and the stress-ness in me.. and i feel so relieved.. i suppose this is wad we call mother n daughter bond..=) but den.. the burden tt got off me.. seems to be on my mum's back now.. she'll try her best to accomodate me, and this will make her very sad.. =( but mummy i wanna say this to you! i really love and appreciate you. forgive me for the times that i threw my temper okay? but im sure u've already done tt. =D i promise i'll try my best now and achieve what WE want. =) yay.

there is one more thing i wanna say.. mr wong's words really moved me and i suppose we might have misunderstood him for a very long time. =) heee. yes i agree, being misunderstood is often part and parcel of life. no matter how long the wait is, one day the truth will be out and everything will be back to normal. =) thanks for those ppl by my side these few days.. esp gabriel who stayed in co room whole day and gotta listen to those erhus, my xylophone, yangqin and drums playing away the whole day, despite having a headache.. =)) hehehe... i love you!

-when are you coming back? ;